Today

So, I'm 6# down in weight watchers. I've made pacts with people about exercising at least 30 min/day (60 min/day starting Monday!) I feel like I am determined to get this weight off. Yet, I am still terribly addicted to sugar...especially sugary coffees and sodas. I have a coke sitting next to me as I type! I don't even need it, I just WANT it. Plus I had what I thought was a healthy breakfast, but it turned out to be just as point heavy as a Mickie D's Egg McMuffin!

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So here we try again... tomorrow we start fresh with no coke and less sugary coffee. That should help ween me off, right??

Oh and 30 minutes of Biggest Loser Challenge for Wii should help too...

Wish me luck!

Ugh.

Things I'm sick of...
Whenever I don't feel well, the first question anybody asks me is if I'm preggo. For real? If I'm pregnant, I promise after my husband, my family and my Dr, Facebook will be the next to know.

P.S. the pic attached is my adorable niece Isabelle.

Day 1 - An attempt at being "better"

I hate that phrase "being better"...it implies that I am not a good person, even though I know I am.
I just have these god-awful terrible habits that seem to get in my way constantly.
Somehow when I try to change these habits, I seem to fail miserably...two steps back.
When I try to change eating habits, I feel deprived.
When I try to change exercise habits, I manage a couple days in a row before I get bored.
I'm quick-tempered and a frustrating individual...I'm amazed my fiance can put up with me.
These times blogging and the class on mindfulness seem to be helping my "awareness", not just about myself, but also about everything and everyone around me.

I've got such a long way to go to "happy". Here's hoping I learn to find simple joy along that path.

A Few Things...

Tomorrow, I start over.

I will...

...exercise more
...eat better and smaller portions
...cut out the negative self talk
...meditate
...live mindfully
...budget appropriately
...learn to love myself
...appreciate more
...be my own BFF

There will be bumps and hiccups, but most of all...

...I will keep moving forward...

<3 Happy BFF Day <3

Haha

I suck at blogging. Maybe I should follow my own advice and do the 365 blog like Manda and Kaila. :o)